tomorrow i am going in for my lap. to diagnose what is actually wrong with me. i am in the uk and i have had to go private and pay. previously i have been told by doctors that it is not gynaecological and that i am enjoying the pain and also that it is just in my head. I discovered this forum, discovered that my symptoms are very endo related. found a doctor that specialises in the illness in cardiff, he suggested a lap to treat what he feels is endo.
So here i am tomorrow is the big day, i am terrified. of so much. what will they find, can they treat it, will it ease the pain, am i going to die, what if they find nothing!
While i am packing my case!!
Either way tomorrow i hope i have an answer to this awful pain that has haunted me all my life.