I have not yet officially been diagnosed with Endo. I have my first Lap on July 11th, and it has consumed my thoughts. I am so nervous about it. I am not nervous about the pain, or being under... I am worried that my doctor will find nothing. I am terrified that years and years of pain and sickness will never verified with a reason. I just want to know why, and after so long of being told by doctors that nothing is wrong (take more vitamins, get more exercise, get more sleep, try therapy, etc) I am so petrified that I will again be told that nothing was found and I am perfectly fine. Has anyone else battled with these thoughts before your first lap? Any advice would be truly appreciated. Thank you.