Well today is the day of my first lap.. and the nerves have hit me!
Im nervous as to what they find, and I am also worried that they don't find anything and then I am back to square one. I am also scared of the pain afterwards etc. and the fact that I hate the idea of being put under and not being in control of my body. I know it will all be over before I know it, but its such a daunting thought! Here's hoping later tonight, I will finally have an answer to my 3 years of pain!