Since being diagnosed I have been put on a contraceptive pill and tramadole.. I'm not having a very good time on my meds and I'm so moody and taking it out on my partner who is absolutely amazing.. She does everything for me and constantly makes me feel better about it all yet I keep having thoughts of not being worthy of her and that she shouldn't have to deal with this for the rest of her life an she tells me I'm being silly and wipes my tears etc. When I go to sleep at night I can't help dreaming that she has found better and it's driving me insane because I then wake up in an even worse mood.. I tried not taking my tramadol yesterday incase it was that but when I went to bed I had hot and cold sweats and needed to throw up and was shacking really bad!.. My partner begged me to take a tramadol just to calm me down... This isn't me and I hate it! Need to speak to someone that understands?!