Firstly I'm new to this website so wanna say how helpful reading things on here has been and also wanna apologise if I'm repeating anything anyone has written previously but I'm struggling at the mo and cud do with some advice/suggestions from anyone who can help. I'm 26 and 16 months ago I had a lap to remove some endo, last summer I started gettin the familiar symptoms again and in November decided I cudn't ignore it anymore so went to my gp, since then I've been back and forth to the hospital and my gp, I'm taking MST, paracetamol, codeine and naproxen daily and also have oramorph at home for when I need it. I've been told my endo is back on the left side and I have a blood filled cyst on the right ovary. I've been taking the pill and have been admitted to hospital twice since Christmas supposedly waiting for another lap and then been discharged. I saw the consultant again yesterday as an outpatient and he's now told me to take the pill continuously for 3 months and then have a week off and then take it for another 3 months solid. He's organising another scan for me and then wants to see me after that but doesn't want to operate. The pill doesn't seem to have helped and I hate takin this many painkillers, I've had to cut down from 38 hour weeks at work to 16 hours cuz I can't cope but now I'm struggling to pay bills, my partner has been sleeping on the sofa for the last 4 months cuz I have trouble sleeping and so end up keeping him awake too. This is horrid and ruining every aspect of my life. My partner is bein great but I'm so fed up with everything and am feeling like the hospital are just gonna keep passing me to different people. Apparently I only had a small ish patch of endo last time so they don't want to operate cuz they're assuming it's a small amount again and they're referring me to the pain clinic, I don't want more tablets, I want it removed. How do I get someone to listen to me?? I really can't keep goin like this, I need some help....please. I'm sorry for the rambling rant. I hope someone can help me.