I was diagnosed with panic attacks when I was 14 and over the years, it's always been a case of fighting them, fighting myself in a way.
Over the years I've got better with dealing with it, but now I feel like I'm really struggling with it. I panic constantly about stupid things that literally are not important at all and in a way its tearing me apart, because I feel like its completely taking over my life, its stupid things that affect me.
I'm at uni and I work two jobs so stress is normal for me, but I just feel like right now I'm just having more issues, I feel like its pushing me away, theres times when I'm just so tired or everything and anything.
It's getting a lot harder to deal with and it really scares me, I've tried loads of medication and counselling but nothing has really helped.
There is days when I feel completely fine and happy and there are other days when I just want to give up and lie in my bed all day, because it feels like a better thing.
I'm so tired all the time too, I sleep a lot, maybe more than 10 to 11 hours a day.
Thank you for your help,