Everywhere I look, it always seems to be the good looking people that have all the fun. They seem to have many friends, go out all the time on nights out and just in general I feel so inferior to them. I have missed out on having a decent social life due to my social anxiety and it doesn't look like it's getting any better. I have convinced myself that we live in a cruel society that cannot be changed.
I am extremely insecure about my looks, believe I am ugly and despite living in this very politically correct society with so called 'equal opportunities' I am very cynical as well believing that people still discriminate people for whatever reason. Although it is not technically a 'hate crime' to discriminate over looks like it would be in terms of disability, race, gender etc - it still makes me anxious and I feel constantly on edge like it's about to happen to me. I have the evidence of not having many friends to make me believe I am excluded from the all the fun that everyone else is having because I am ugly.
Having suffered from GAD too, I constantly worry about all aspects of my future and feel like I'm going to end up a very lonely man, I keep imagining I'm going to be one of those people you see on TV at Christmas time being picked up by the Salvation Army.