Now, maybe I was just being a wee bit naive, but after running* for 20 minutes non stop last Friday, I thought that the first two runs in Week 6 would be ok. How wrong was I!!??
Run 1 on Monday was a mare although I have to say that I mainly put that down to the weather. It was freezing - literally 0 degrees - with a very strong and bitterly cold wind. When I started it was ok, I couldn't feel my legs because they were so numb but apart from that it was going well. And then I turned round to come back. Bad move. Not only was that lovely wind blowing against me, it was also blowing snow into my face! However, I put my head down and persevered and when the final 5 minutes were up I actually shouted out loud and swore a bit.....thankfully there was no-one around.
So today the sun was shining, there was no real wind and all I had to do was run for 2 x 10 minutes with a 3 minute walk in between. No problem, right?
Wrong. Very, very wrong.
The first 10 minutes was hard going especially as the elderly lady in front of me walking her dog was seemingly going faster than I was, and I found it hard to even do the 3 minute walk afterwards, but the second 10 minutes was brutal. I made it, but from about 6 minutes onwards it was mentally and physically exhausting. My chest felt tight and I seemed to be struggling to breathe at times. To say I was relieved when Laura told me to slow down is an understatement and it took all my strength to do the 5 minute cool down walk home. All I wanted to do was sit on the nearest wall and try to catch my breath.
I am now very fearful about Friday's 25 minute run. Don't get me wrong, even after doing the 20 minutes last week I knew that to go for an extra 5 minutes would be difficult for me but had confidence that it would be possible. After today that confidence has taken a hammering, I don't even think that 20 minutes is achievable now, it's really made me question my progress and ability to complete this plan. From next week it's long runs all the way. Am I capable? I know I've come a long, long way - after Run 1 of Week 2 I wanted to pack it all in - and I'm proud of the progress I've made, but it'll be with trepidation that I pull on my trainers on Friday.
Wish me luck!
*substitute the word "running" for "very light jogging on the verge of going backwards"