I was so happy to complete the 20 minute run, with no ill effects. It does seem as if the body and the legs and the shoes are ok, at least at the moment - rather it is the mind, with its chattering distractions, that is the real hurdle to overcome. So I am a runner now? No, not yet. I haven't found a way to properly measure my speed, as the focus is on keeping going for the allotted time, and that's totally alright.
But now I read that I may be just jogging, not running Does it matter? No, not at all, whatever it is I am still absolutely pushing myself to the limit, and that is what is important. I read that a running speed is 6 miles an hour or above, and I surely must be doing that, AND I have to have both feet off the ground..... Waaaaaa! Whatever...
Several kind commenters of my previous post advised me to not be caught out by Wk 6 Run 1, so I kind of had some misgivings. After 20 minutes without a break, surely 5 + 8 + 5 must be a bit easier, maybe a kind of respite run. I was looking forward to it today, even though it was cold, with a gusty wind and icy rain. Soon after starting, I felt weak and it was as much as I could do to keep going for five minutes. I completed the whole thing, and indeed felt a bit better toward the end but what is going on here? Is it the psychological feeling of having walking breaks? Knowing that you don't have to do so much, so the end seems further away? Clearly other people have found this too, otherwise you would not have mentioned it, and I am glad you did otherwise I would be severely demoralised. This run was the milestone, actually. The 20 minutes was still a progression. I am very glad this one is done.
This was the hardest for a long time. I did not feel so good after, but I remember how the first ones felt, and I am determined to continue. I wish it was warmer though, and in Estonia this is another two months at least yet. Anyway, it's already 15 degrees warmer than it should be, so I can be grateful for that.
Thanks once again