Firstly I must say thanks to everyone who posts on here. Knowing there is so many people doing the same has helped me so much over the last 11 weeks.
Today was the first time I hit the really sad face before a run. I was feeling tired and after spending Saturday in bits after doing my first park run I guess a bit worried about struggling today and so losing motivation. Well, Jo Whiley deserted me after 5 minutes (Think I now prefer that) and so i just ran away enjoying it all. Waited until id finished all the uphill bits till i checked my watch and I'd managed 38 minutes comfortably. There really is no rhyme nor reason to how you feel. Feel great and looking forward to my next run. Just got to find my next lot of motivationπ