Recently (yesterday night) I have had to move back to my parents home in the countryside from Newcastle for work. I’m going to be living here for 3 or so weeks before moving to London with my partner (he’s still in Newcastle).
It was a lush evening and I was feeling really down, haven’t lived at home for 8 years now and really liked my own space! So I decided to go for a run.
It was like the SECOND I set off the world was against me - I was running in fields which set my hay fever and asthma off, up a giant hill, and on uneven ground. I couldn’t get my breath right at all and just hated every second which I’ve never felt like before.
Stopped after 1.3k and Just walked to get my 10,000 steps. Weird to think I did 7k on Sunday with ease and tonight literally 30 seconds felt like my lungs were burning.
I’m now not sure what I should do from here - I don’t know where I can run and I’m feeling super sad 😞.