It was warmer today than a couple of days ago so I braved cycling shorts for W9 R3 this evening. As I was heading downstairs I met my partner coming up.
Him: what the hell have you done to your legs?!
Me: what? What's wrong with them?
Him: you look like you've got measles!
Me: oh, those are bruises
Him: what on Earth have you been doing?
Me: I've been using those spiky roller things on my legs, you know I bruise easily
Him: Christ! You're practically mottled! Everyone's going to think I've been beating you up!
Me: don't be silly
... Though looking at them more closely he may have a point!
Running along today in the glorious warm sunshine, in shorts and vest top felt a million miles away from when I started in January. Then I was dressed in scratty old clothes, hoping no one would see the embarrassing holes in my leggings, going out after work in the cold and dark, shivering during the warm up walks - sometimes it was a few degrees below freezing. Secretly I didn't think I could do it, and I certainly didn't think I'd enjoy it. Only I did start enjoying it, and looking forward to my next run. Then I discovered this forum and all the wonderful people on it, and the support, advice and encouragement has been amazing - so thank you all for making the journey even more special.
This run ended up feeling a bit 'business as usual' - and a bit more of a 'plod', but that's ok! I'm happy with my week 9. R1 felt special as it just felt amazing and it was the first time I'd run for 30 mins - I know now that runs like that exist and they can happen again. R2 felt powerful - and I realised later that I'd actually run for 5k too, which was the icing on the cake. Today I was trying to run slower on purpose as I was a little alarmed at the heart rate info my watch recorded during that last outing. I still struggled to keep my heart rate in sensible bounds (according to the watch) despite nearly tripping over my own feet I was going so slow, so have decided that either the watch is not measuring things correctly, or my actual max heart rate is naturally higher than it thinks it is. Either that or I'm about to keel over. Anyway, I digress. I guess the point is I'm already thinking ahead to week 10 - consolidating, more of the same, and maybe braving the hills so I can branch out into new routes. I'm sure that will be enough of a challenge for now.
Wherever you are in this programme, stick with it and enjoy the journey - trust Laura (or your celebrity of choice) and believe in yourself. *hugs*