I have so much going on right now, sometimes, i dont know if i am going or coming. I have my own health needs, as well as my children's. There are things I would like to do, but just feel so drained with everything. I don' receive much support, infact no support from professionals who are meant to help me. I will perhaps see them probably every other 2 months or so. Which i believe should not be the case, they see me just get on with life, and when i do try to reach out to them, it seem like not priority at all. I just literally feel fed up sometimes, on where to start and getting myself back on track again.