Hey I've had a really up and down day today. I seem to go from being relaxed and happy to stressed, anxious and low. I didn't sleep well last night so that's probably not helped.
Didn't manage to get out with my friends today they all had other plans which I completely understand. So I've been left with my thoughts for most of the day.
Did get out and walk the dog with my niece and she said how unhappy I am at the minute, but she was so sweet about the whole thing. So then I started beating myself up as to why I can't be the happy fun uncle she has alway known.
I feel so out of place blogging on here today my problems seem so inconsequential. I've just had enough with this whole situation. I keep trying to get past it and be happy, but thing keep dragging me down.
Sorry for being on a downer today guys. Hope you've all managed to enjoy the sunshine.