One week today I found this website and Blog and I have been signing in everyday to post and read other peoples posts. Has it helped me ? Yes, it has helped me focus and think a bit clearer and get this into some sort of perspective, I have had bad days but been able to find some good amongst the angst.
I felt a bit down last night and went preparing to do into hibernation mode at 8pm when I realised I wasn't making an effort to spend time with hubby. So we watched a film together and I felt better and stayed up until 11. I had a mini anxiety attack when I heard some noise outside but it didn't last and I slept all night.
I really want to get better and I am using the power of positive thinking to help me. So a big thank you to everyone on here and those of you who kindly read my posts and reply, to means a lot.
Sending my positive vibes out there so anyone who needs some love. x