Was soooo uspet and sobbing :-(

Hello lovelies

Went to hospital for my ferilty treatment check up as have a scan every month to check how my ovaries responding to the treatment also have a injection to help me to ovaulting so last month i was responded to it and had 2 lovely eggs and gave me injection but sadly no minnie or micky mouse so went in for a other scan today and they said i have a 14mm egg on left ovary which is quite good but need to be over 18mm to give me a injection also they said i have got a 46x35x35mm cyst on right ovary also a 13mm polyp, i was so frightened about polyps as i was sobbing so bad in the car in the car park and had a panda eyes by ruining my face with masacra..... but nurse reassured and told me it is not cancer, and she said she will contact my gyno who is on holiday at the moment but will be back on monday and she said i might need a biopsy and a hysterscopy so i couldnt wait til monday so i emailed my gyno but lucky he always check his emails through his iphone (thank to the techonology) and explained him whats happening so by the way i had a hysterscopy last dec with sedated as i refused to put to sleep cos im very frightened of not waking up anyway, he checked my womb with a long camera and took 4 photos and said everything is normal, no polyps, no fibriods etc so my gyno mr javhav was generous and had replied me while on his holiday and said

Dear Faye,

Polyp refers to small skin fold within womb lining. You did not had any polyp when you had hysteroscopy in Dec. It is very unlikely that you would develop polyp so soon. Best is to scan u immediately after your next period. Cyst on one of the ovary is 'unfortunate' development. However,this will disappear soon. In view of the cyst, you should not takeany letrazole next cycle. Make sure you have ovitrell this cycle,U can have this on Saturday or friday is not convenient. I willpass on the message to my secretary Anne. I am returning this weekend and will scan u after ur next menses Bye

I did had simple cyst before about twice i think and it ressolved on it own but im very very frightened about polyps and im confused about what my gyno said but the nurse said i have got a 13mm polyp by tran vaginal scan??

xxxx

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  • Oh my dear, sweet lovely Minnie, come here and let me give you a humungously big hug!!!!

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    I hope you felt that, my sweetest girl!

    I don't know much about this - never had any children! - but it seems to me that your consultant is saying that the trans vaginal scan may be misleading, because it's SO unlikely that you'd develop a polyp since your hysteroscopy in December? So you may NOT have a polyp, my love, that's why he wants to do another hysteroscopy, because that's more accurate? Well, it would be, cos they'd look right up into the womb, hun, whereas a scan is from "outside" if you know what I mean? Trust your gyno, my sweet, HE'S the expert, and if he thinks it's "very unlikely" you've developed a polyp in such a short space of time, then it may VERY well be a mistake/misreading of the scan, my love - it does happen! Our female bodies don't make life easy for the doctors, cos all the important bits are inside! ;)

    My darling Minnie, it's a horrible horrible thing to have happened, I do understand, and i know how much getting pregnant means to you, but it DOESN'T mean you won't get pregnant, my sweet girl, and it CERTAINLY doesn't mean you have cancer, if THAT'S what you're worrying about, my darling! I really do feel for you, hun, I know how much this means to you, but it ISN'T the end of the world or the end of your hopes of becoming a mummy - honest it isn't! Yes, it IS a bit of a setback, but you're young, you're healthy, you have time on your side, my love, and medical science can do wonders these days! I KNOW your gyno will do EVERYTHING he can to see you holding a little Minnie or Mickey in your arms - who will have an army of adoring aunties and uncles on here lol! ;)

    My dearest Minnie, I SO wish I could take you in my arms, give you a huge big hug and tell you everything will be all right - but my arms are round you, darling, I'm holding you so tight I wonder you can breathe lol!

    Keep posting on here, my sweet, I'm sure some of the ladies who have had children will be more use than me, but we're ALL here for you, sweetheart, we'll hold your hand whatever you're going through, you're very very special and dear to all of us on here! :) If you can, try to relax as much as possible, let your dishy hubby spoil you rotten for a few days, my darling - I'm sure he is anyway! and remember, you are NOT alone, we're all here for you!

    Another big hug, you can save it for later if you want to ;)

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    All my love, darling, thinking of you lots and lots and lots

    Your loving Rosie Rose

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  • Thank you love for such lovely hugs!!!! I did had hysterscopy last dec and he did looked through my womb with scope and taking pictures too and showed me the photos, he said everything is normal even I had scan every month and never show polyp until today? I'm confusing and very frightened! It's def NOT cancer hun?? I know I can get pregnant but I'm only very worried about polyp!! :-( xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx love you too

  • Darling, I'm as sure as i can be it's NOT cancer - if they thought there was ANY chance they'd have you in straight away, my love - they really DO NOT take any chances with that, my sweet! As Eve says, trust your gyno, my love, he knows what he;s talking about and will take VERY good care of our lovely Minnie!

    More big hugs, my sweet!

    ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Minnie)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

    Lots more love

    Rosie Rose

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  • Hi Minnie

    We have already been talking , so you no what I have said my lovely & believe Rose to sweetheart

    Love you

    whywhy

    xxx

  • Yes darling I know we are and sorry if I annoying you with my worries :-( what do u think of what my gyno say?? I def don't have polyp cancer? Big hugs and love you too xxxxxxxx

  • Minnie

    What you say ????? You my love are the last person in this world that could annoy me , I think the world of you & you no that , so my love dont say that or think it ever ok ?

    I think you should trust your gyno hun , they will be very good , they no what they are doing & no no no no no , its not cancer , i had them like i said I am still here , you are checked so often , like Rose says they would spot somethong like that & whiz you in

    Now we will get through this , its going to be all ok , trust me

    Loves & hugs & kisses

    ( I only ever put that to my kids ) and look i just automatically wrote it to you , so that really does say alot

    xxxxxxx

  • I'm relief now that I've not annoyed you with my worries and I'm at mum in law's house as don't want to be on my own.... I know I have to believe you, rose, gyno, hubby, mum in law, sister in law etc that its def not cancer! I've asked my gyno if he think I have polyp and cancer, he replied and say its very unlikely so it mean I don't have it right??? How many did u had polyp and how big was it?? Hugs xxxxxxxxxx lucky to have you, rose, eve & others xxxxx

  • I have been looking for you here you are lol

    Glad you have some company , yes please believe us

    Yes what gyno said is right he doesnt believe you have it either

    Minnie I had several , i think there was 3 or 4 & was told one was nearly the size of a grape fruit , so imagine one of them & that is how big one was !

    Wasnt cancer hun , I neither will yours my love

    Hugs

    xxxxxxx

  • My darling Minnie, so glad you have company tonight, with your hubby being on night shift! :) That's lovely that you've got people around you, hun.

    Darling, I've read what your gyno said again, and it seems to me that he doesn't think you even have a polyp - that maybe the scan was misleading, cos he doesn't think you could have developed one so quickly. So, if you haven't got a polyp - and your gyno doesn't think you can have - it can't be cancer, can it, my pet? And even if it it a polyp, I read somewhere that about a quarter of all women have them (most of them don't even know it!) - and it ISN'T cancer, my pet! I had a polyps in my nose about 40 years ago - looked gross, looked as if needed to use a hanky all the time :( - well, my nose is still there! ;) The polyps isn't, fotunately!

    And darling, never never never think you could or would "annoy" Whywhy or me or anyone else on here - we all love you to absolute bits, my sweetheart, you couldn't annoy us - even if you tried REALLY REALLY REALLY hard! ;)

    God bless, my love, I'll be thinking of you tonight and sending lots of warm, loving, positive thoughts to help!

    Love you lots, my sweet Minnie!

    Your Rosie Rose

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  • Thank you love for reassure :-) and I'm feeling bit okay but better than this morning/afternoon

    Yes I know I have to believe you all included gyno and I know you all won't lie to me even gyno!!

    Just got back home from mum in law's and now in hot bath with sea salt to help me to relax and wish hubby is here but he's on night shift so he got Friday day off as usual.... :-) right I have to try hardest to not worrying and believe you all now!!!!...... Aren't you having polyp removed? Big hugs!!!! (((((())))))) kisses xxxxxxxxxxx lots of loves too!!!!!

  • You relax in your nice warm bath, my sweet, and why not pop into the Cabin afterwards, curl up by the woodfire with the little cat Cookie left there, look in the flames and see pictures in the fire, I used to love doing that as a child - if you look hard, you can see castles and caves and oh, all sorts of things. And have a nice hot chocolate with maybe a little bit of my Irish (it's in the secret cupboard behind the door but don't tell anyone!) to help you relax!

    Oh, yes, hun I had the polyps removed - it looked disgusting :(

    Love you lots, my sweet, big hugs (((((((((((((((( :) ))))))))))))) and kisses xxxxxxxxxx

  • Oh Minnie what a stressful day for you. I know how hard it is when you want children so much but have faith in your gyni. it's hard to find the words to comfort you but I know from my own experience that little people don't come when you want them to I had loads of ups and downs but 2 little Eve's came when they were ready and yours will too. Always stay positive and determined and they will arrive they are just hiding. As rose says you are young and fit. wish i could help you more love sending a hug, wrap it around you xxxxx

  • Thank you honey hugs xxxxx

  • Dear Minnie12,

    I am so sorry that your day at the hospital was disappointing and difficult.

    I do hope that things will be better for you soon.

    Lots of love and a big hug,

    Marcus xx

  • Minnie

    So sorry to hear about the difficult time you are having.

    Pray all will be fine.

    Take care

    Love Seyi xxx

  • Hi Minnie. Had all sorts of lumps and bumps which were never the big C. Had difficulty having a child too, but it happened. Look forward, beyond all this, and all will be well. Thinking of you and sending hugs. Try not to worry.x

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