I am new here having seen my CPN this morning she recommended i pop in and say hi .
I suffer severe aniexty as i guess many of you are . ( weird as it sounds i am glad you do as i realise that i am not alone )
I have a long term partner but we do not live together i can cope reasonably well when he is about he can see and pick up the signs of my aniexty where i dont seem to be able to do while alone .
and alone God i hate it i just cant do any thing, I struggle even thinking for myself when he is not around . i hate being this dependant on another human being ,.
No body else seems to have the same calming effect that he does and so being apart from him is really hard ,.
i have had panic attacks and have been admitted to hosp as they thought i was having a heart attack .
i am just hoping to find others near and far in the same situation and to have some one to chat to who understands .
hope i havent said to much right now,.