This dark place is closing in on me and i cant stop the walls.
i feel s**t for having depression
I feel s**t for f**king everything up with something i can not control.
I try to win a fight that i know i will not win!
This is just a shell of who I was and I just feel lost and empty, i have few friends and i feel all I do is put my shit on them everyday.
I miss having a smile at funny things and the feeling of being happy.
This is all gone and I miss everything I was!
i can not stop thinking of the man i was and i cant find a picture of that in my head!
I have lost myself my personality.
I am just a image of myself walking this earth.