Up down up down up f*****g down!!!! It's driving me crazy I can't do it anymore!!!! I've always been able to put a brave face on and carry on always could hide my emotions but now I can't do so much so now have to hide my whole self away to hide things from the world!
My chest hurts! I HAVE BUBBLES RUMBLING IN MY CHEST. What's that all about? It's scaring me now! I can't cope I just keep thinking in going to drop dead! I don't want to die!!! I just want to be happy me again!!! I never cried before and now I can't f*****g stop!
AAAAAARRTRGGGGHHHH!!!!! I just wana scream or smash something up