Hi ive joined to see if theres anyone else out there that may be where i am. Im currently 31 ,no job and dont have anything really that i look forward to. ive suffered with anxiety and depression for 8-9 years quite serverly. It lost me my job , my relationships with alot of my friends and also had to move back in with parents as i feel as though i cannot look after myself. i struggle each and every day and over the last 2-3 years sometimes am bed ridden i feel so ill. Ive tried anti depressents consilling ( which was extremely hard to get ) just nothing seems to click so to speak. i feel as though my life is just floating away from me as ten years ago i was someone completely different. i was wondering if anyone else has expereinced this and maybe seen the light at the end of the tunnel. I am currently recieveing more counsilling in the hope to jump start me back into life, but even making appts and gettting there is extremley difficult. i just want to make my mum and dad proud of me and be able to fight back against this persisitant feeling of neediness and self loathing. any advice would be gratefully appreciated as i feel like my life has already ended and the way i feel will only get worse.