Hello everyone. I've been a memeber of AFib support group here for few years but I feel I need to join this one as well now.
Long story short, I'm struggling with anxiety on every day basis lately after I was diagnosed with Atrial Fibrillation (oct'23) for which I did ablation procedure almost a year ago. So far I didn't have any afib episodes with my heart but in the last year I slowly developed cardiac anxiety which lately is preswnt most of the day. I did some psychology sessions but it didn't made a lot of difference, currently waiting psychiatric first session although from the intro meeting the doc wrote I have adjustment disorder due to my heart condition.
My anxiety would flare up every few weeks but last 2 months its almost daily. I have prescribed anxyolitics (diazepam and bromazepam) but I'm really reluctant to take them more than cca. 5 times a week (once a day and the smallest dose). It really helps with anxiety for that day, like wipes it out 99percent but still, I fon't want to make this a habit because I don't want another problem on my mind with getting hooked. Even though I don't know if I could get addicted with sporadic take and such low dose.
I basically flinch on every heart palpitation I get. I super aware of my heart and everytime it skips a beat I go into anxiety overload probably thinking that its afib again. I also have rare panic attacks (2 per year) but I had them even before my heart issue. No smoking, no alcohol since first diagnose, just switched coffee for matcha, bit overweight with high cholesterol but I try to eat as healthy as possible last few months. I also had few short tachycardias in the last 3 months but Im not sure about the trigger. Is it due to anxiety, heart or something third.
3 months ago I was still managing my anxiety and fears but lately it consumes my whole day and I constantly check my pulse, feel scared and it started to interfere with my day activities and work.
In short I struggle a lot lately.
Any advice from someone who has/had health or cardiac anxiety?
Thanks for reading.