Hey all. It's been almost a year since I've been on here. I come back from time to time just to see what's going on. Unfortunately I haven't gotten any better. I still suffer like I have been for the past 5 years. Like always some days are better than others. Other days not so great. I've been doing this all on my own with no support no medication no therapy. I've just been surviving the day.
I definitely understand that that's no way to cope and I should seek better alternatives. Anyways from time to time the idea of taking medication crosses my mind. I've never tried or considered it but I get curious about it's effectiveness. My main issue is dealing with my panic disorder. That's my biggest demon. My panic attacks have flared up recently. I'm getting frustrated and I'm almost embarrassed to say i have been inflicting physical pain on myself while I'm experiencing my panic attacks. This started recently and was something I've never done before. I guess the feeling of pain distracts me from the symptoms of the experience.
Are there any medications that actually work that helps with panic disorder? I understand everyone is different and react to things in their own way. But are there any meds that are specifically for panic disorders? I can go on for days about this, but I'm honestly considering meds at this point. I just can't cope doing this on my own anymore.