Unable to eat in front of friends

[Demonqueenjaz]

It seems like everyone's staring at me I made a nice big roast dinner and took a few bites and my partner yelled at me when I told him to eat his dinner before smoking a joint and he yelled I'm. Not fat made us all laugh but when we stopped I looked at my food and instantly my mind told me to go and throw it all up. The voices told me to throw it up cause I'm. Fat and don't deserve to eat he then had a go cause I couldn't eat I couldn't explain to him what my minds saying to me and honestly I don't know what to do about this

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HiIt sounds like you may be starting with some kind of anorexia if you are put of eating thinking you are fat and then the need to throw up but you need to catch this before it goes any further and I would talk to your Doctor they can refer you for help

Your BF does not sound supportive and shouting and smoking joints is not a great help for someone that needs support , I wonder if his behavior is adding to how you are feeling to ?

Please talk to your Doctor x

[lynzer]

So sorry you are being subjected to such insensitivity. Doesn’t sound right.....Maybe telling him exactly how you feel, not in the moment and ask that he support your feelings. Also, besides group support, therapy is great for learning strategies to cope with what you’re going through.

Thanks for reaching out! Hang in there, everyone is having such a tough time right now ❤️