This morning I was meant to got to and 9 hr long group induction, and I had a really really bad anxiety attack and was crying and freaking out ect, having panic attacks and never went. I was scared about leaving my house, going to the induction with other people that I didn’t know and was scared of being by myself during the breaks and lunch break because usually it would have been and individual induction.
This morning was really bad and I feel like a failure and that I have let everyone down including myself because I was looking forward to earning money to pay for my car and buying clothes every weeks and makeup ect getting a gym membership with the money I make and being grown up and paying my phone bill and rent money to my mum
I’m just really looking for help on what I can do about my anxiety and how can I fix it and how do I cope with it