Hey ..everything is kind of ok i guess, im feeling fine ..im not having any severe panic attacks or anxiety, just some irrational thoughts and sometimes a little bit of worrying ..but it comes and goes and its controllable
I keep feeling like im going to faint or my heart will stop whenever i hear or see something graphic or related to an injury or a stroke or high blood pressure, whenever i see a tv show or video about someone having high bp such as 200/120 or smth , or hearing about a friend having a stroke, i just feel dizzy and freaked out like im gonna faint ...any triggger to me such as someone dying or an injury or anything makes me feel like im not ok ..because of the fear and triggers i suffered earlier in the tear where i had blood pressure and health anxiwty, and i got elevated bp and thought i will get a stroke or heart attack and die
Im not finding as much help here like i used to, when i joined i had alot of people to talk to now im lucky if one person answer my posts , i definately appreciate everyones help and understand not everyone here just came to support me and everyone needs to vent and needs help, but i just need the support now because this is a tough time for me and there are things that freak me out