It’s PAC-MAN, you’re life right now isn’t the best, for me it’s hell, I’m a cocaine addictive dealing with psychotic delusions and traits of schizophrenia, but PAC-MAN is real! You try so hard to get out and out and when you get out you just come back through the other side like the maze Pac-Man is. But you get to TRY AGAIN. You can’t escape the life of Pac-Man but you get to try again as many times as you like. And that is what I wanted to share, thank you for taking time to read this as I don’t talk to anyone in life due to my Psych problems c:
This is my theory, can you relate? - Anxiety Support
This is my theory, can you relate?
Hi Anxiety prisoner. Interesting theory, PAC-MAN. I always thought of my life
with anxiety as being trapped in a maze. No matter which way I turned, it was wrong.
Will I ever find my way out? It took many tries, but it happened, I found my way out, I'm no
longer scared.
Come on to the forum whenever you want to not feel so alone. We all understand
each other. It's a safe place to come and vent or talk. We all need human contact.
We are only a message away. I'm glad you came on tonight. x
I feel for you. I am 56 and lived forty years in prison within. I became Anorexic at 14 and lived mentally ill until recently with recovery. I begin first- time treatment six years ago. I know I will recover daily. That is to stay recovered. Just recently with recovery, I walked outside of the prison gates and never to return. This is freedom. I have PTSD from my 50 years of repressed memories. I begin to recall them 2 years ago. The reason for my Anorexia was childhood rape. My father was very evil. He raped me and my siblings. He did it to my precious mom too. I will not go back to that prison with my recent memories. I have processed each one and let them go. I went to the depths of hell to recover. I will not let that evil man destroy me ever again. It is over. When I went to his grave recently and told him I forgave him. It set me free. That forgiveness was for me. Not for him. I hope you will talk. It is great therapy. It helps to know others love and care for you. I hope we can help you get out of prison. I want to share. When you get released from your prison. The sound of those gates shutting. It is a great sound. FREEDOM. YOU CAN DO THIS. I BELIEVE AND YOU MUST BELIEVE IN YOU.