Feel like I’m dying everyday

[Dancer2453]

Hey guys. I’m new to this whole thing lol but I was hoping to find some people who feel the same way that I do. Everyday I feel like I’m in a dream. I just don’t feel real. It also feels like everyday it gets worse and worse. I suffer from severe anxiety so it does also feel like it turned into derealization/depersonalization. Also I should mention that I was prescribed to stop taking my Paxil (10 mg) cold turkey about 4 weeks ago and then start Zoloft (50 mg) right away. I was also put on remerone. I then started feeling the way that I am now so they had me stop taking the Zoloft cold turkey and added risperdal to the mix. My psychiatrist also said I can continue my Paxil until the risperdal arrived. So for the next week and a half I was on the Paxil at night and remerone in the evening. I was having hope because I was finally starting to feel better. Then the next week my risperdal came in and I’m prescribed to take it at night with my remerone so I did that and ever since I’ve been feeling just not myself. I went to the ER a couple days ago after pleading my parents that something was wrong besides the meds and my anxieties but all the ER doctors told me it was my meds and my anxiety. Same with a doctor that I saw previously to that. Im just afraid that no one is taking me seriously because all they see is an anxious teen who started new meds and stopped meds. Apart of me believes that bc my brain is so out of whack from abruptly starting and stopping meds but the other half of me is thinking that something is wrong with my brain. I do have a CAT scan tomorrow so hopefully that will ease my worries. Or something will pop up and people will start believing me.Has anybody experienced this before or have any advice for me? I just don’t feel like myself and it sucks horribly. It’s just so terrifying.

[tamka38]

My son was on risperdal and he looked spaced out and not hisself I got him off it ASAP because it was a good med for him and my best friend was on it and she was a zombie it did her bad to me she always was looking lost

[trucking]

Hello there

young or old - the same sentiments is noted. Hey chin up - tell you what - find something to take your mind of the worry - i know - i know - you've tried it before but believe you me - get distracted and try to get your mind to be side tracked for a few minutes - l find that when i turn up the music and starts to dance or praise God - i am in another zone - a simple more happy place. Can you give this a try - just once. you never know - it might just help