Hello there o/
So i normally wouldn't sign up to write posts such as these, but honestly, im just tired of the nothingness of my life.
I was diagnosed with depression roughly 5 years ago, but during then i seem to have developed some sort of social anxiety, and its just getting worse and worse as time goes on. Ive become nocturnal due to this and while i live with my family, i havent seen any of the people in my home for weeks now because of this
I always feel alone and i guess ive kind of given up on people. Im a 26yr old, with no job and for the past 2 years my life has consited of sitting in my bedroom (literally only leaving the room to have something to eat or use the bathroom) and playing online games to pass the time and keep my brain active.
I guess im writing here because i have no one to talk to, like no one who understands it? Doing simple things is a struggle, like having a shower for instance. I need to do it, but i just can't if that makes sense?
Anywho, i had better stop the rambling or this post will never end haha