I'm Burnt Out

[missdaynelson]

I have been going to school since I was 5 years old. I'm 22 years old now and taking my first and only semester of summer school for college. I don't know if it's just being in school for so long or my anxiety zoning me out but I can't focus. I just want to quit. And I've never been a quitter. I hate that I'm not as driven as I usually am. My mind is a fog. I don't have enjoyment in anything going on involving school. Even reading causes my mind to make me hate what I love so much. I have mere weeks left. But I just want it to end. The funny thing is, I plan on being a teacher. I know it'll be better not having to perform for a grade and knowing that having a teacher schedule will be much better for me than being a college student. But I needed to vent. I needed to say that I just want to cry. I want to scream. I don't want to write about what I plan to do when I'm a teacher anymore. I just want to teach. I just want it to all be over.