It sounds dumb but I really don’t know how to describe it, but this insanely weird and awkward feeling in my head. I don’t remember having this as bad before but I just started up my medicine again due to life issues. I’m scared. And when I told the doctor this they make it likes it nothing. I hate this, I hate it hate it . I was doing so good for months and then I got laid off at a job, had financial stress, and all this and then BaM! Another episode.