So nervous after graduation

[plushiesaremyjam]

As I got closer and closer to my high school graduation I was super nervous and honestly felt like I was losing my mind. I still kinda feel like that even tho my graduation is over. It was this last Saturday and idk I guess I just feel lost and I don't really know what to do. This Wednesday I go talk to the coordinator at my local community college to talk to him about a program of study for me at the college. I feel really really nervous about it. I feel like I'm not ready for this big of a responsibility. Like I feel like I'm taking to big of a bite in such a short amount of time. Like I know I can do it but I'm still super scared. I just hope I'm not slowly losing my mind or anything and I know that if I feel like I'm going crazy then I am not actually crazy or going crazy. I can still go out with my friends but I have never been one for loud noises. I like to go to book stores and stuff so I am kinda easy going, never have I ever been a party girl ever. Can anyone give me any advice on how to go about things in this big crazy world that I was just shoved into? I'm excited to do this but I am still super nervous about it. I feel like the world is slipping through my fingers even though I know its not. But I still feel like it. Like I feel like my anxiety is taking over a little. Intrusive thoughts and everything. I think that I am just over whelmed from worrying about exams and stuff. I think I just need to chill out for a while...gosh I'm not sure. I think I will be ok but its still super scary to think omg I am now and adult (ish) and I have no idea what to do next.