My anxiety levels skyrocket during nighttime. I don’t go out at night,ever since I was raped 10 years ago. I’m so scared it will happen to me again.
I sleep with a gun next to me and have literally made my house a jail to keep me safe from criminals. It’s awful to live like this.
I have no choice, my anxiety is so insane at night.
Every night I leave all my lights off so people think I’m not home.
I’m losing my mind. I get so scared and my heart races and start shaking.
The rapist has ruined my life.
I hate my life.