My anxiety has been out of control lately and it has affected my sleeping drastically. I'm afraid of falling asleep and never waking up so Mind fights to stay awake. Idk why I feel like this but it's crippling and debilitating. I cannot cope right now and I have no hope that I will get through this. I'm tired but can't sleep. I feel unreal and I'm in a dream. I thought I was stronger than this. I was able to overcome my anxiety before, but right now I feel like a puppet and anxiety is in control of the strings.