I have been diagnosed with depression, anxiety disorder and panic disorder. I feel scared on an almost constant basis. I'm 31 and I have been battling this for about 14 years now. My anxiety and panic have come in a variety of symptoms and I like to think I've managed them the best I can, until now. My latest symptom is making think I'm going to go crazy and commit suicide. I'm afraid of death so this is weird to me. I have an amazing and very understanding boyfriend and we share an 18month old daughter, the last thing I want to do is leave them. I worry that someday soon something is going to happen to me and I won't be around for my little family nor will I be able to watch my daughter grow up. Has anybody had similar symptoms to this? I guess I need to know it's a normal part of anxiety and panic and that it will go away and everything will be ok.