I have had enough

[Forestina]

I really dont want to go on but scared of failure

[Ladygrey]

Failing who? Others expectations?

Failing at life? You won’t if you do what you want to do - don’t be selfish but take time out to do your own thing.

I’m replying to you but telling myself this.

If you are kind you haven’t failed.

[Forestina in reply to Ladygrey]

I am not sure I want to be here anymore as it is not really any life at all.

[Ladygrey in reply to Forestina]

It’s not a huge amount of fun when in the midst of anxiety/depression.

Your posts seem like you are achieving a lot. Small is big.

How is your writing going?

[Forestina]

Thank you for your positive response. I am just having a very negative day. I have constant nausea and struggling to eat makes me feel worse and I have started to see how much weight I have lost. Only sleeping for two hours which isn't helping.

Have been unable to work for a couple of weeks and being self employed that is scary. I am definitely in self sabotage mode.

Hope you are having a good day.

[Ladygrey]

I’m just going into work.

Rest for the weekend, I hope you can start a little work on Monday... you took a couple of weeks off over the ‘festive’ period. A little bit at a time regarding work, sleep and eating.

Take care.