Hello all! I hope you’re all having a great day!
I really don’t know how much more I can take right now. Had a day off of work today because our boiler packed up so had to wait in for the engineer to replace it. Got a message from one of my work colleagues basically making me feel bad for it and like I was the worst person in the world. It sent my anxiety spiralling and I was on the verge of a panic attack, broke down in tears and felt exhausted and mentally drained after 😞 on top of that, they’re always making fun of me in work, and calling me thick and threatening to smack me if I say something that they think is silly and then saying I make them feel suicidal 😞 they don’t understand that I’m not thick at all and that my anxiety causes me reduced cognitive function 😞 I really have had enough of being the butt of their jokes and snide remarks 😥 I really don’t know what to do anymore. I always say treat people the way you wish to be treated so I’m always kind to people and try to give people what I can and help out where I can, so why am I not treated with the same respect I extend to others? Is it me or is it just them being really nasty?