Hi everyone I've been in an anxiety state for a long time now and lost my job in 2016 because of it. I have muscle spasms all over my body terrible tension headaches where I feel like I'm going crazy and restlessness. I get paranoid that or people think I'm crazy or a psycho. I start a job in two weeks and I'm scared and terrified out of my mind. Everyone tells me the job will make me better but I'm not sure. Also I'm bipolar and worried I'll have an episode and everything will get really bad and I'll try and hurt myself. I have thought about working from home cuz at least I'll be in the safety of my home where I am not socially anxious. Please help! Will this ever go away? I worked for 8 years with no problems and was happy. I get worried I will die soon sometimes. I have a new nephew and I need to be around for him and my friends and family.