Appointment anxiety

[Wyominganxiety]

2 of my kids have eye appointments today, I am picking them up from school and taking them I woke up today with nervous stomach sweaty hands , I hate this feeling I was doing so good why does it have to be like this?

[kevoreally]

You got this! Its just trying to pesterize you and say hey guess what im still with you you cant forget about me buttttttt you can! You may have had a bad dream vut dont remember it which caused you to wake up in such mode

Just shrug your shoulders and say so what i feel like this my kids go before my anxiety you cant win hit me with your best shot ill get back up anxiety

Best if luck!

[Wyominganxiety in reply to kevoreally]

Thank you, I did go to bed stressed out over my ex husband I'm sure that didn't help!

[kevoreally in reply to Wyominganxiety]

Yepp thattll do it! Going to bed stressed will have you wake up stressed and anxious /: im sorry you feel sch a way

[Wyominganxiety in reply to kevoreally]

He just makes me feel so aweful about myself,.. I feel overwhelmed and constantly depressed and anxious after I talk to him.. ugh

[kevoreally in reply to Wyominganxiety]

Why do you have to talk with him though? Childrens father?

[Wyominganxiety in reply to kevoreally]

Yea he's the father to my 2 boys so unfortunately I'm stuck with him, just wish he would actually be a father and not have to treat me like crap

[kevoreally in reply to Wyominganxiety]

Some people are just assholes and need time to grow up -_-

[Wyominganxiety in reply to kevoreally]

I don't think he ever will he's almost 40 but he just doesn't have his priorities in order he puts his girl friend before his kids, it's really sad but atleast they will always have me.

[kevoreally in reply to Wyominganxiety]

Excellent positive thinking! I think if that was me id try to make it so he couldnt see em if he didnt care for em he aint seing em but i dont think yhats possible lol wish it was sometimes

[Wyominganxiety in reply to kevoreally]

Yea he only takes them over night on the weekends he doesn't take them during the week because he can't handle homework and baths and getting them to school. He just buts them stuff when he has them or takes them to fun places then I'm the bad mom cause he doesn't pat child support and I can't afford to do that stuff. But as for anything involving responsibility with them he's not involved

[Wyominganxiety]

Sorry to ramble on... but thanks for listening