Random Anxiety

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I am on this site because of my recent suffering from anxiety, and feeling like a total burden on my family. My parents don't ask how i am doing, how me and my boyfriend are, how my nights out with my friends are; nothing. However, they constantly throw everything they do for me in my face (financially) and criticize my character. I used to rebel and talk back, but now its taking a toll on my self esteem, I have doubt in myself that never existed before, my confidence is shot, I get spurs of social anxiety. I get occasional panic attacks. This is not who I am and I am tired of feeling like a burden, and so stressed out everyday that i am not good enough. I just feel defeated and done. I am seeking a therapist to hopefully help but everyday is becoming a struggle.