As I have written before, I suffer from anxiety and panic attacks brought on by the sudden death of my mother 2 years ago. I am currently on citalopram and even though it helps, there are days that my anxiety gets the best of me.
I am constantly worried about heath problems and something happen to me that takes me from my two sweet boys. I stress about money issues, bills, paying the overly expensive mortgage so we don't lose our home. Just so much.
My husband has always been supportive. We lost my aunt, my mom and his father within a 5 month period. Lately it is as though he is just fed up with my anxiety. Where he use to talk to me and help me through an attack, now he blows it off and gets ill with me. I can tell he is irritated.
I feel all alone and scared. I have stood by him through the years of recovering from drug addiction and draining our bank accounts. I was always the strong one and now that I need him the most, he acts like I am a nuisance.
Has anyone else been in this situation? If so, do you have any advice? Anxiety sucks!! Panic attacks suck!!