I feel like I have lost my life. I am usually a very outgoing , happy, fun person but recently I have been everything but. An odd feeling came over me one day while visiting my boyfriend and it has lingered. Some days are good and I'm extremely hopeful and then some days I go into a downward spiral of negative thoughts. I feel like I'm dying sometimes . Like the doctors are missing something when they exam me.
Prior to this I've experienced what I have come to find out were mild panic veeeery seldom . Nothing alarming but now it seems to happen every other day . I've noticed that since the initial day everything changed I've gotten better . Or maybe I'm getting use it ? 😞
I've been to the ER, and 3 different doctors offices and at first they thought my iron was too low. But a month later I was told my iron was too high . Now I'm being told I have depression and anxiety ?? It confuses me because both of those are totally out of my norm. And when they ask me what could be stressing me out I can't think of anything other than feeling like I'll never be myself again .
I'm terrified and I just want to feel normal again . I have an MRI and Heart ultrasound coming up to rule out any physical illness. Whatever it is I just want it to stop . I'm drained .
Anyone have any advice please share . I would really appreciate it . Thanks guys 🙂