I have recently been having awful anxiety. It starts when I wake up, and follows me through the day, like a sick nervous feeling in my stomach for no reason. I am happily married, super family, and yet I feel tremendously overwhelmed at times with nothing to brighten the day. And yet sometimes it clears and I am normal again. I must say I am overweight and on a hated cocktail of medication for blood pressure. I am convinced that my long term use of these has caused or significantly contributed to this. Its an awful feeling, like nothing can be joyous ever again, and I feel like crying. But I know it will pass. I have started walking daily and am losing weight but the diet is mainly because my appetite has gone too. Sorry for ranting on, I just want this horrible feeling to end and get back to my normal happy self.