Questioning myself on something I know for a fact I didn't or wouldn't do??

[Wb88]

OK.. I've been feeling about the same. But yesterday I was real irritable all day then last night my boyfriend was looking through the cabinets and found broken glass and asked me what that was and where it came from, I didn't know but I knew I didn't break anything and he said it didn't match anything up there and said that I should know BC I keep up with everything in the house. Then told me it better not be anything weird someone trying to hide or whatnot... All of sudden I got such a weird feeling and thoughts running through my head like what if it was me and I don't know it I getting up at night or something... Just weird crap.. I don't understand

[Agora1]

Hi Wb88, looking over your posts the last couple weeks, it looks like you were put on a new medication. You also stated that you have immense family issues going on, so a lot of stress right now. You say your life seems out of control and you keep second guessing yourself.

My concern is the broken glass that your boyfriend found last night. If it was you getting up during the night, you could have been sleep walking or possibly the medication is making you forget what you were doing. Why would your boyfriend worry about something weird that you might try to be hiding. Does he mean "self harm" ? And then the fact that the broken glass didn't match anything in the cabinets.

Wb88, I think it might be time for you to have a talk with the doctor who prescribed your medication and let him know what is going on emotionally and physically. Staying safe is what is all important. Please get some answers and have this checked out. x

[Wb88 in reply to Agora1]

Agora 1 I know it sounds crazy.. I have had a lot of stress in my life lately. No he wasn't worried about me hiding something it was bv my sister has came back home to my parents to live and has been coming over our house to visit lately. She was the one on drugs and why I have been so worried and stressed for months. He was saying I better not be letting her or anybody in the house that would hide things or do things I don't know about. That's all that was about. It was how I been feeling about situations like that about hearing about drugs or things that make me feel uncomfortable it makes me start to freak our or something. Me questioning myself that night maybe was an anxiety attack or something from him talking about that. Idk I think I am having memory loss from time to time I forget what Im doing sometimes but I don't think its the medicine my medicine is citrizene which is for drainage allergies.. Idk. Plus my ears are still clogged and fluid. If it gets worse I'll go back to the doctor.

[Agora1 in reply to Wb88]

Thanks Wb88 for clarifying that regarding your sister and just are reacting to the situation around you. As for the memory loss it could very well be from your medication and best if it continues to see your doctor.

Meanwhile try holding up the best you can. When we have situations we have no control over the best we can do is control how we react to it. Stay strong. Feel better soon.. x

[Wb88 in reply to Agora1]

Thanks agora 1 I'm trying my best.

[Agora1 in reply to Wb88]

Sorry for the spelling mistake that was "Thanks"

[pXanax]

Talk to your boy friend that you need his suoport not to make you suspect things ..he can be your pillar of strength if he understands attacks due to anxiety ..dont susoect this or that ..just clear your mind of any susoicous thing..no big issues enjoy life