I woke up early in the AM with my choices in serving God on my mind. No matter how hard I try I feel like God keeps telling me Im gonna die soon. I was diagnosed with Post Partum Depression, but none of this start until God started dealing with me about He'll and I became more and more tormented with these thoughts. I still know I'm not ready to meet God and feel like he gave me a scripture saying I would die during the summer. Please someone help me that's ever went through this. I feel like I'm gonna wake up in he'll and Gods gonna tell me I told you so. Also during the time I was going to church trying to live right, I started having horrible nasty thoughts about God......this had never happened to me. I truly need help!!!!!