I know its bad to keep seeking reassurance. Its like a drug, it turns into an addiction. But please tell me im not going psychotic!!! Everything around me including myself feel like something that doesnt exist. Like im just here. My anxiety level is through the roofs. My mind is freaking out but my body isnt letting me freak out. Like its trying to fight the feeling. And im scared that im losing fear and that ill go crazy. I feel that if i dont have something to worry about ill end up going crazy or schozophrenic. I hate this feeling.