Hi all. I am a 33 year old male who is on the verge of not smoking anymore and suffer from severe anxiety issues. Today is my final day of sucking down those tar stix and it's all because I feel they are part of the reason for my anxiety issues. I take 300mg of Gabapentin daily and it tends to ward off my initial anxiety issues but doesn't seem to help when it is full blown. I travel a LOT for work and part of my job is to monitor the success of 5 restaurants....one day while driving to my furthest location I felt this intense urge to just pull over, I told myself that it was just the anxiety kicking in and kept on. 15 minutes later I came back to and my car was off the road. I had at some point blacked out from hyperventilating or something and had drifted off the road. This was a very scary moment and I was thanking god that I wasn't on the interstate when this happened. Now I find myself always looking, on my way to my stores or wherever I go, to make sure there is an urgent care or hospital nearby the location so I know I have immediate access to "help" if I need it. My issue is i feel people look at me like I'm crazy when I go into the ER for any new pain in my body because my mindset says I'm in dire need of help. AM I CRAZY?!