Hiya All, I'm 24 and the last two years of my life have been horrific to say the least. I lost my dad in traumatic circumstances, got married had a baby, then my husband left me. He hasn't seen my daughter or myself in 6 months and its broken me down each and every day. I've turned to alcohol at lot to deal with the depression, but I feel like I have gone too far this time. My anxiety has reached new peaks and started causing gastric problems. I have been to my doctor and a walk in clinic but nothing in the world can settle my mind. I feel sick most days, my muscles are sore, I feel this dread I can't even begin to explain and I'm so worried about leaving my little girl alone without me. My mums trying her best to be supportive but this feeling won't go away I've asked the doctor to do blood tests but he wouldn't. I feel like he's not taking me seriously! I had a bad flare up last year and I can't help but feel I'm being fobbed off because of my previous history. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated!