This came out of no where
For a couple days now I just feel major depressed. I don't want to move or do anything. All i want to do is cry
I went out to get a swim suit today bc school will be out soon and my kids will want to go play at the pool. I didn't feel like shopping so I just ran in and grabbed my normal size I thought I'd wear.
Got home and I'm disgusted. It doesn't fit. I look horrible, over the past 8 months or so that I've had GAD and panic disorder my body and physical appearance has been the last thing in my mind. I feel so sad
Please God let me get back to being me