Alone

[Eeyore74]

My boyfriend died in April 2017! I had massive depression before then, but now I have massive anxiety on top of that! I am not able to leave my house alone at all! I can't go I to stores unless my daughter is with me (she is 10)! In 9 days I will be homeless cause I can't afford the rent where we were living! I am unable to work as I was in a car accident in June of 2013! Have had a lot of thoughts of suicide! Which I know is not right and my daughter needs me but when she goes to her dads on weekends it gets really bad! I get where I can't breathe I start crying and I don't know what to do anymore! Bob was my life and now he's gone! Cancer not only took his life, it completely destroyed mine!

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I'm so sorry to hear this. You have had such a lot happen.

I hope you can reach out and maybe get some support in the area you live.

So sorry about your boyfriend,

Wish I had some answers to make it easier for you.

I'm not sure if it's too soon but have you tried cruise the bereavement counselling ..my apologies if this wouldn't suit you right now. Or trying to speak to a befriending service, in your location, I know there are not many around, in the meantime I do hope it gives you some help coming here and writing how you feel.

Thinking of you. 🌺🌺🌺