I feel so hopeless in managing my anxiety. Every day I wake up hoping it'll be gone. Even though I don't get bad panick attacks every single day like I used too a couple years ago, I struggle with the feeling of accepting what life is like for me now. I'm married, pregnant, and looking for a job. There are a lot of blessings in my life that I'm grateful for, but when I struggle to get through the day sometimes because it all feels unreal. I don't feel like I'm able to focus properly because anxiety is constantly on my mind. I'm afraid of the feeling, it's discouraging. It feels like I'll never be able to be aware of the current moment fully because my mind makes it feel like a dream.